Sometimes I just want you to read what i write

{{....even if you don't get it}}

Keeping caution out of the wind was never good enough when no matter how careful you are you're gonna end up hurt. What did I do wrong? Can't you see the truth in my eyes instead of guessing what's behind them. Talking never hurt anyone but biting your tongue only hurt you.

I don't know what I can believe. I can't even trust your silence. Your helping hand has a layer of thorns.

Lies never looked so good but it's not quite a lie if you never mention it right? A lost failure is all i feel like. Can you prove me wrong? Take back all the hate, tell me I'm perfect not because you have to or will you show me all the things you wish i was.

I can't change for you because every time I do you change your mind and I'm right back where we started.... Not good enough.

I miss the time when nothing mattered except finishing my snack but even then I made a mess. At least that was considered fixable.

Have i dug this hole too deep? Did I keep burning the ashes until there were none left to rebuild?
Your 'I miss you's" never had sincerity. Your "I wish you were here's" never made the final draft. They never made the cut. Never saw the postcard. But it was still addressed hoping I wouldn't notice. Although, it wouldn't surprise me if you didn't care.

Every stepping stone you ever gave me was made of snow and i fell straight through.

Maybe my wishes don't come true because I say them out loud. I won't hold my breath for you. You'll never come around. I've lost all interest and concentration. This is it.
Prove me wrong.......

I didn't think so.


{{i didn't try to hard, this all just came to my head. mostly metaphors..... it doesn't mean what you think I'm sure.... this is in no form just continuous writing... have fun... i want peanut butter cookies.... soft ones }}